There will always be white lines separating you between
- What will be, what could have been.
- What you think is right, what is actually right.
- What you think is wrong, what is actually wrong.
- Becoming more, becoming less.
- Fulfilling yourself, killing yourself.
- Your world, reality.
I'm home now; so what happens next? I'm always afraid of returning back to life. To reality. When I come home from an event, whether it be SCRC, Inspiration, etc, I always find myself turning back to old ways. Like MH said, it's like your joy received from being at that place is being sucked out of you the moment you leave that place. It's already happening.
Last night, I was praying for my vocation. I don't know if it's God's way of answering, and if it should be, then I'm both happy and disappointed. I guess it takes more than just one night though...
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