Things are supposed to get easier, but for some forsaken reason, all that occurs are more difficulties. I don't mean to slander life, but cut a break would you? And seriously, I'm pissed.
How could he do that to me? He doesn't know anything and quite frankly, it's MY life and I'll make my own decisions. How could he have the audacity to judge someone by their proximity? What I hate most is that he'll never stop. Well, two more years and I'll turn 18. We'll see who comes out on top. I'm not that little girl that comes crying to you, and I never was. Stuck in your own mind, you'll never be able to see me for who I really am, and who I am to become. That is my only disappointment. Everything else is water under the bridge. Daddy's little girl isn't so little anymore, so get over it.
I'm upset with myself too though. In the midst of darkness is when I run to Him. No other time has it crossed my mind that He is celebrating my joyous times with me. I plan to make it my resolution to acknowledge Him at all times, through all ups and downs life brings.
In the words of Adam Young (aka Owl City)
'I can finally see
That you're right there beside me
I am not my own
For I have been made new
Please don't let me go
I desperately need you'
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