Think me pathetic and introverted, but other than God, I can't run to anyone with my problems. Anything, more like it. I run to, or rather surf to, blogger. That's right, I'm that self-relied that I have to type my problems out here. On the internet. For the world to see. Because yes, I am that pathetic.
Right now, I'm scrolling through my friends list on AIM, trying to find someone that will hear me out. It's absolutely stupid of me that I can't even pick out one friend that I feel that I can talk to without being judged. What's even more pathetic is that I have a category named "Besties". I'm supposed to run to them right? But I can't. Only God knows. And I hate myself for saying this but, God may know, but does He even care?
I'm hurting. I'm sick of always having to keep my composure. I'm surrounded by too much family at the moment, I don't want to cry in front of them.
I just want everyone, all of you to know, even though you never hear me express my problems, it doesn't mean my life is perfect.
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