Buddy Ol' Pal

Why do we even consider each other friends anymore? Shit, we're acquaintances. Fuck that, we're strangers. You said you were sorry for giving me the cold shoulder and you'll better it. Haaah, I was stupid to believe you. You're just like how everyone says you are. You're a bitch who just moves from one group of friends to the next. And the truth is, you don't even give a shit. If you don't, neither should I. I'm sick of standing up for you and making excuses for you when people bag on you. You said we'd be "friends forever", something you said yourself you don't believe in. You made me believe in you, then you let me down. That's what hurts the most. I'm a pretty forgiving person and I fucking hate that about myself. But fuck this shit because I'm not going to be like that anymore. This is it, I'm not turning back, and there's nothing you can say or do that'll change that. You can't keep our friendship together if you're ignoring me. It's like lining up pennies on a ruler. Soon you'll have lined up too many on one end, pennies will fall from the other end. You use people, that's what you do. And I don't need to be around people like that. I made a commitment to you, but you won't meet me half way. So yeah, peace out.