You Ever Get That Feeling?

You ever get that feeling? Like, when you're sitting in your room doing whatever it is you do, you stop. You think. And then you just get this... feeling. I would imagine is different for everyone. Mine, however, is melancholy. I feel kind of... bored of life, really. I feel like life is too repetitive, just like the seasons we go through every year. It's just a constant high and low. People expect too much of you and you can't really seem to make those expectations. I go through my days trying hard to smile and be happy, but inside I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. No one ever does hear me though. Or, they do. It's just no one cares enough to listen. Maybe this is the price of the air we breathe. I never get...excited anymore. Do you remember when you were a kid? Your parents may have taken you on a big trip somewhere, be it the amusement park or out of state or country. You could hardly sleep through the night because you were just rocketed with excitement and anticipation. I never get that feeling anymore. When important dates come, I just go through it like any other day. Feels like happiness is sucked completely out of my life. Feels like everyone can see it, but no one cares enough to make me happy. Feels like constant expectations. Feels like... just life in general.


There's gotta be more than this...