Just Another Day...

Today I'm pretty tired... I sincerely hate block scheduling. It makes me feel like my school day is dragged out longer than usual. So, tomorrow is my last chance to qualify for League's. I hope I make it... It's also my confirmation interview tomorrow, so I have to leave right after track to get there. To be honest, I'm not happy right now. I feel like everyone is expecting something of me and the pressure is hard to handle. Since I had a lot of time on my hands today, I got to thinking about a lot of things. Particularly, things that have happened recently. I don't know, I just hope that the friendships that I've worked so hard to build don't fall apart on me. I don't want that happening again. I've also come to realize that I need a person (I let walk out of my life last year) more than I thought I did. So hard to say, I really miss him being my best friend. Maybe it was my fault. He did all the trying and I did nothing... I don't remember what even lead to fights in the first place. All I know is that, I'm starting to miss him and the friendship we had for countless years. Ehh, I'm done. Oh yeah, I hate liars. I never wanna make friends with someone like that again. Gosh...