Detached

Today, I really needed a friend.
And then I realized... I don't have any. It seems like they can all call me or aim me up or text me when they need me, but once in a long while when I need them, they don't call me or reply to my IMs, or text me back.

I just really need someone...
I'm going to go to church now.

Today Last, Tomorrow First

Today was supposed to be my day. This year was supposed to be my year.

But I've never felt more detached. I've never felt more insignificant.