The Afterfight

How hard is it to say "I'm sorry"? Very hard.

I was too serious. I'm sorry I lost it yesterday. I know you care. I just wish you would care... less, sometimes. I was in the wrong, I'm sorry.


But I'm not addicted -___-... I'm not.

Summer '09

PICTURES COMING SOON.

Turn Ons & Turn Offs

Turn ons:

• funny! :)
• cute smile
• awesome hair
• brown eyes
• ripped (: [at least a little..]
• someone that lets me pay 1/4 of the time ;D
• accent! [[MYCHONNY?!]]
• plays instrument(s)
• sk8ers... & dancers <-ugh, whyyy.
• honest
• knows how to treat a girl right -__- duh.
• book smart
• street smart
• sensitivity's always good, but not TOO much.
• good with kids <3
• has great determination
• honorable to family
• respectful
• camera whores that are photogenic.
• preferably with the same faith ;)
• knows how to cook :D
• athletic
• willing to accept my flaws (:
• Anthony Phan ;DDD LOL.

Turn offs:

• dicks
• assholes
• liars
• cheaters
• makes me pay 3/4 of the time *AHEM ):<
• twigs, ew.
• dancers... yeah, they're hard to keep
• when fobs have the balls to come up to me and say, "Eh bay-bee, can I have duh phone numbah?"
• when guys honk when they drive by.. ugh.
• STALKERS! i.e, the apocalypse, period, and the plague!
• when a boyfriend checks up on you constantly
• the "needy" type... that's so low.
• cocky boys
• TREKKIES, UGHHHHH.
• the FASHION RETARDED.
• when boys talk about girls they've done... when you know them getting laid is impossible
• too perverted :/
• ugly ass camera whores
• SEAN KIM, EWWWW! HAHAHA.

Familiar Frustration

Do you ever get that feeling where you really want to go somewhere? And then someone or something comes along and just makes you really frustrated. Then you say "Screw this. I'm not going anywhere anymore." Inside... you really want to go. Then you get mad at yourself because you just sold yourself out of enjoying yourself.

I don't know. I always do that to myself. That's what happened today.
But I'm so used to it...

Friends

Everyone hears to what you say. Your friends listen to what you say. Your best friends hear what you don't say.

So a best friend is supposed to know how you feel about them doing things without you saying anything...

...I guess I don't have one.

Empty Tears

Today I sat in my room cried for like, an hour.



The reason? I don't know. I cried for nothing. I feel so much better now.

Heels

So I spent the whole day with Blondie (my cousin from TX). I suddenly remember how much fun we used to have. She's like an older sister that I can relate to. So we basically shopped the whole day. First, we went to West mall. I bought white skinnies! I also bought make up, kind of shocking since I don't wear it much anymore. Lastly, my mommy bought me this yellow sun dress. It's pretty :) I'll be honest, she's been picking out a lot of my clothes lately. The funny thing is, she's GOOD at it! So after West, we went home and got ready for mass. I wore heels because I thought to myself, "It's a Sunday Viet mass." After going to mass, we went to Main Place. Did you know it closes at 8 on Saturday?! I didn't... So after getting kicked out, we went to the the Block of Orange about a mile away. By then, I was starving since the only thing I had eaten the whole day were samples from Costco. We ate then walked around. Remember when I said I was in heels? Yeah, self explanatory. Hurt like a mother.

Like a Stab in the Heart

Each betrayal begins with trust. -Phish

I don't know why I trusted you then. I don't know why I'm still infatuated with you now. I know that I can get over it though. You just make it hard. It's like a stab in the heart. I just can't wait for you to fall off the face of my world again. But you always show up again and again and again. And everytime I see you, it's like a turn of the knife in my heart.


Ugh, someone save me.

Chasing Sunsets

On the way back from Sequoia, my dad was racing down the highway. It seemed like he was chasing the sunset, to proceed driving fast enough to still see it.

I don't know, it kinda made me think about things. It was like being persistent on doing something you know wouldn't last.

Effffff, I'm tired.

Bitter Breakfast

It's pretty late right now, but I've decided to just stay up because I have to wake up at 2AM and get going at 3AM to Sequoia. Yeah, the family is going camping. I'm a little weird about going because of well, past relations. But I'm still determined to have a good time because I promised Tim (:

So anyway, Saturday morning I woke up and got ready to go shopping with my mom and my sister. All of the sudden, my dad comes in with a really pissy attitude and says, "Who washes the dishes the most in this house?!" Yeah, I really don't evne get why he said that... weird. The weirder thing is, it caused everyone to get mad and frustrated with each other. There's still kind of a tension between us all right now. But whatever, shopping!

So I found THE dress. I'm serious, I fell in love with it. I'm still kinda upset because I didn't buy it. It wasn't in my budget... but I will buy it! Hopefullyy<3

And my phone broke... ugh. So I'm using my old one until my buddy Binnie lets me borrow his BETTER one! Thank God!

Well, I really didn't go anywhere much with this blog. It's just because I told Kevin I would write.
Uhm, I miss Kevin L (: Why does he have to go and live in stupid Seattle?! D:<
Oh well.

Until T-minus 2 days ;D

Until then, x33333

I'm an Addict

Oh man, I'm a loser like my sister.
All she ever does all day is sit in front of the computer and play games.
I'm doing the same. FML

Okay so VYC!
How can I put it into words?...
What am I saying, it's easy!
VYC was...

• TIRING!
• BORING!
• FUNNY!
• DIFFERENT than expected!
• OKAY!
• AWKWARD!
• OVERALL, it was worth the money :)

'Cause I got to see my old buddies! And man, have they gotten CUUUUUUUUTE!<3

Ewww, there were these two stalkers though! Even Judy had them! So we named them! The apocolypse! Period! And.... the Plague! Ewwwwwwwww, disgustinggggg. Ew ew ew!

SHAAAAAKE IT OFFFF THOUGH, THEY'RE GONEEEEE!